I'm so sorry - I lost my beautiful cat in April, and it felt like part of my heart had been torn out. Your cat loved you, OK? As natural as it is to blame yourself, they wouldn't want you to.
Writer, poet, (book) blogger @ dorareads.co.uk , Queer, weird, & a tad peculiar. Bookish rebel. Welsh as a tractor on the M4. Buy me a coffee @ ko-fi.com/ceearr